2007-08-02
just gonna cry now
You know, I've had enough medical things going on this week to know I'm pretty calm in a crisis. Just in case I didn't know this, I had yet a reminder at lunch.
It was our Uni. wide staff luncheon and EvilG and I were waiting in line when someone grabs me by the shoulder and says "help, I need help! Someone help!" It was an elderly lady who's equally as old female companion was slumped over and staring into space. Of course I'd left my cell phone in the office. EvilG tried but got cut off and a guy got through to 911, then promptly handed his phone to me to talk.
Ok, I can't even think any more. Mom & Dad have pretty much sold the old house I guess, which is making me sad. Then my mother got pissed off when I said I might stay with M's mom tomorrow and reminded me of how when she asked me 25 some years ago if I'd take care of her some day I said no.
FUCK IT ALL.
I don't know if I should go smoke (I don't smoke) or just cry.
(ambulance came for the lady, hopefully she is ok, my mom is a bitch and really, no, I don't want to ever take care of her.)